
The Endless Now
Will I ever be human again? I long to be human, like before. Is this merely a phase? A transition? … Continue reading The Endless Now
Will I ever be human again? I long to be human, like before. Is this merely a phase? A transition? … Continue reading The Endless Now
Puella Magi Madoka Magica is a misleadingly cute show about dark aspects of reality as portrayed through analogy. It tackles … Continue reading Madoka Magica: Sayaka’s Relatable Insanity
For years, the people around me created a religious deity which they imposed onto me, forcing me to wear a … Continue reading Soul Indoctrination
Sometimes I wonder if I’m accidentally a naive, innocent, psychopath with empathy. This sounds absurd, cringe even, but hear me … Continue reading Agent of Chaos
This was written long ago, an expressively exaggerated amount of ago that helps me create distance and denial about where … Continue reading Connection
Much of my recent creativity has been (covertly) centered around my conflicts with conformity and the way it plays into … Continue reading StoryTime: Separation and Heresy
It has occurred to me that the motivations for drug use extend far beyond the desire to feel the effects … Continue reading Mother: The Intoxication of Observing Drug Users
I’m an individual diagnosed with ADHD and one who studies psychology (B.A. in psych) with a special interest in understanding … Continue reading ADHD, Dopamine, and the Likelihood of Delusions
Prosocial and antisocial behavior seem to be generally reciprocal in nature, meaning that people are nice to nice people and … Continue reading Justified Sociopathy
This drug does not seem to be discussed much in psychonaut communities, though it comes up in lucid dreaming communities, … Continue reading Remeron: The Dream Drug
Recently my mind has been plagued with ruminations of negative experiences. In previous weeks, life has actually been quite well. … Continue reading The Spotless Mind
A four-hour meditation to enhance imagination. Phantasmagoria – a sequence of real or imaginary images like those seen in a … Continue reading Phantasmagoric Meditation